20.10.2023 (starting the blog)

opening this blog to keep record of thoughts and feelings that i'd hope to share with you.

dreamt of you two nights in a row. 1st time dreamt about you sitting behind me on the upper deck of a bus. 2nd time saw you explaining to me about a song called "good year". didn't dream about you much before. i guess your absence in the real world might be the reason. woke up today with a very heavy feeling in the chest. yes still. no doubt it is some kind of depression. i know i need to add oil in living life. am trying. as usual, hope you are well. if kind thoughts can be sent through the air like a message, i'd be alway sending you some.