6.12.2023 (magical stuff)

got up feeling some anxiety and stress. so i guess it's not solved that easily. but overall not too bad during the day. could still focus on working.

one event i'd like to share to you is, the DGS ex, she texted me today. during these 4 months we did talk a little but she usually dont reply much or dont reply within a few days. today she told me she resigned from her job and when tidying her room she found the cassette of me singing when i was 6 years old (or primary 6, i cant remember precisely). it's such a magical moment for me. i thot i lost that tape forever. it was recorded by my dad i think i told you about it. she said to mail it to me but i wonder if we could have a very quick meet up. i know i can be peaceful in front of her now.

symbolically this is like my kid self returning to me.