31.10.2023 (gjn)

nice 看更 look from the MV, rmb how my 看更 under the wind is ur laugh point.

I really can understand u need ur space to deal with your issues and relationship. but the silence and separation is really painful. everything about us replays in my head all the time. reading helps a bit. meditation helps a bit. busying with deadlines help a bit.

i wonder how much memory remains with u, maybe forgetting is the easiest solution for u. as much as I want to remember everything, it's not easy. no matter what I really want to talk u