29.11.2023 (just want to sit next to you silently)

if you read this one day, one thing i reli wish to do, is just sit silently next to you, watching sth, maybe the sunset. i want to listen to you breathe.

my biggest wish is to become best frds with u, even bester than jace. wish to pick up ur call n hear u say u da bei ngo.

some regrets cannot be fixed like sai lo. This is technically not a regret but it's sth that I reli reli want to fix. I understand maybe for u there is nth to fix but I need to be honest with my feelings too. I'm indeed hurting extremely much. can't expect u to hav pity but maybe I can hold on to my hope n do the best I could

u probably wouldn't change how u think in the short term so I could only wish for the longer term. That means any short term 內耗 would do nth to help except killing me. ga yau NSC u can do it