25.10.2023 (mu)

I reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli miss u

I'm really sad

I'm really in pain

anyways I know I can't jus let myself die like this. I'd meditate. I'd face the emotions. I'd learn to express

reli hate this. reli hate being cut off from u :(

gradually filtering out the depressive negativity n converting them into motivation

I will become stronger. and I will talk to you again one day, n present to you a better person. we could connect once, we could definitely connect again. depression would not get me anywhere, but hope might.