23.10.2023 (cold night sky)

到了就快不可以穿短袖的天氣，still no update about you. hope your shoulders are warm enough. dont catch cold. missing you is intense. n there's no one i could share it with, except the quiet cold night sky right out of malibu. the "best" way to destroy an anxiously attached person is abandonment. i know u wouldnt want to hurt me. i know u suffered a lot. so many things in life cannot be explained. n before we can get things figured out, it's probably near the end already. turns out a lot of those 'lame' lyrics are true. how i wish to talk to you like before.