11-14.3.2024 (fighting fighting fighting)

not much update these few days cos been in ok good condition recently. productive mode. been not watching netflix, went to gym. feeling inspired for real. building new tracks / ideas every day. when the energy is good, been able to sense more ideas and inspiration. like when i was walking in kwun tong, i felt like walking thru an immersive concert of sounds.

seems u been doing well too. i should be glad. tho i wish we could talk about it.

nei gei ho ma?

so much that i wanna share to u. so much that i wanna hear from u. i can wait though. though i dunno how long id need to wait. but i will, still.

wishing u well.

u looking nice in the red hair. cute cute as always.

"seeing" u still makes me feel emo. i know part of it is still my deeply embedded fear for separation. it was like a deadly blow to me. i know im better now, but like the pain from losing sai lo these things never ever reli heal. 真的好想好想妳。唯有假設妳會知道。唯有幻想妳會知道。很大機會是妳不想理會。妳開心我就應該開心。我開心不開心也只是我自己的責任對嗎。戰鬥吧 nsc。反正人生苦短。有信念就要努力堅持。

netflix detox sofar 都幾成功。新嘗試就係，emo就早d訓，希望得。