11.11.2023 (ig frustration)

saw u in macau for the music fest. Stage seems cool, hope u enjoy the show, proud of u

wanna share a bit frustration about IG. yesterday posted the track I did for Tone opening vid... engagement was ma ma dei n reach was half of the usual reach.

so I tried to make it more regular n scheduled another post for today (Friday night). found a fun video to go with it... turns out the reach was even worse. A story about mo liu stuff usually reaches 5xx ppl now my story reaches 40 ppl....... the reach of the reel is terrible too

anyways can't blame the game can either change it or not play it. jus disappointed with how the algorithm is not designed to be fair but jus to maximise ppl's addiction

about us, i still feel sad every day, sometimes even a bit angry altho i know i have no right to. angry cos i dunno why i deserve to be mentally murdered like this. just being an anxious attachment type i guess. for me, connection with a person is more precious than anything. u know that very well, and u know how sad im still about sai lo after all these years. but i know the world is not just about me. u have your life and for u it is a necessary sacrifice. u probably would think it is for my good too. sth like what doesnt kill u make u stronger maybe.